Sight: The Sense of Purpose

The eye you see is not
An eye because you see it;
It’s an eye for it sees you.

Antonio Machado (1875-1939). Spanish Poet

Have you ever asked yourself how you fundamentally experience the world? How do you perceive that which surrounds you?

Vision, I think, is something we often undervalue. Could you imagine not being able to read these very words, not because of lack of knowledge, but purely physical factors? That is truly terrifying to me.

As such, I have inevitably (for myself, not for others) linked the ability to see and one’s usefulness/purpose in the world. It does seem to me excruciatingly hard to be sightless. It is eye-seeingly (the Bulgarian word for ‘obvious’: очевиден, lit. ‘seeable by the eyes’) possible, but I couldn’t bear the thought for too long.

Glasses are an incredible invention and I must admit I should be much more greatful to their inventor ca. the 13th century. The Early Modern Times possibilitated much more than we can imagine. However, if I have to function (socially or otherwise) without them, I do feel utterly powerless. I express this fear in the following piece:

Glasseslessness

Weakened, pathetic, helpless I crawl,
As if a defeated fighter from a brawl,
I was searching for mercy, begging for it;
The silence then hurt me, an aching sore hit,
And I desired to indulge in a lacrimatory act, I,
I wanted to cry.
I knew not how to exhibit weakness,
And no one else identified my meekness.

What would become of me
                  If I couldn’t see?

Useless! Useless hands for writing,
Useless eyes for reading,
Useless mouth for talking,
Useless ears for hearing,
Useless!

My uselessness is due
To my glasseslessness;

Mangelbrillezustandnutzlosigkeit.


Useless! That is what I fear I might become one day. Or rather, I fear it is what I would be if only the smallest of things happen to go wrong.

The predominating element in the poem is the rather dadaistic coining of the term ‘glasseslessness’. This was a word I used with my friend Milly to fool around a long time ago (originally was ‘glassesnessless’) because of how funny it sounded. Shout-out to the “DIGITAL MEDIA ARTS” gal.

Note the odd usage of German at the end. Perhaps one’s uselessness is also expressed in the inability to speak a language? Read this poem in Spanish and see how (not) knowing a language might affect you. After trying, you may find a translation here.

Poema ciego

Exhalo y deploro
que no hago nada aquí
porque ya
no puedo
hacer nada

Ni ven ni miran mis ojos

Ni lloran ni se destacan

Son cámaras
que
algún
día no
servirán


Do you feel blind yet?


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  1. That feeling is terrifying indeed. Feeling blind and unable to engage with the world is another side of feeling inconsequential or useless. I think that once one understands and accepts that, one can channel the opposite: striving to engage and invite others into one’s world as a means of forming a community. The best way to feel like you see, hear and are seen, heard, understood. This is why I find your blog so fantastic – it’s a way to make your and others’ thoughts visible and heard.

    But something to keep in mind is that noone is ever useless. No matter how weak and limited we are, we can always make something of ourselves. Always. That feeling of uselesness is an illusion, just a feeling and not reality. (If you stare long enough at the void, even the void will stare back)

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